| should i get denise austins yoga burn or carmen electra's striptease workout DVD? and will gabe be willing to workout with me to the DVD? i hope so |
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| giants beat the dodgers 5-3.
but i think i'm the winner. =D |
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| is it better to let the people you love make make their own mistakes, or should you intervene when you have that gut feeling? either way you risk something. if we prevent two people from being together, they might always blame you for the "what could have been" and if you live and let live, they might get hurt and possibly need you to help cope. is it a lose-lose situation for all parties or is there a way out?
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| life's a prison when you're in love alone. |
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| with life playing out the way it does...it seems that i will never get my chance while others seem to get their every desire handed to them on a silver platter. for the past few years i've created certain fears and i let them dwell within me. and i'm sure that i'm not the only one who goes through it. but still... the uncertainties of life has brought me so far down that i forgot about the bigger picture. once again i was saved by a 20 minute conversation with one of my parents...my mom this time. reminding me that if i give up now then i already lost. the converstion was filled with understanding and love...something that is crucial to my survival in a world where the competition is eating me alive. but whatever remains of me will rise up. my biggest fear in life...letting them down. i don't want to be the one they worry about... not after they had to worry so much about the other two. but i guess it's my turn. so here i go... the start of a new quarter... closer to the end but still far from being over. if this part of my life is a test like my mom said... then i hope i pass. |
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